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I don't really know why I decided to make a site. I guess I just wanted to make something people could see?
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"Coven man... We gotta get this sucker done."
I've been stuck watching the movie "American Movie" for like 4 times per day for the last week. I guess I'm just focused on one thing at a time and can't decide to do anything else? That's probably the case. But yeah, if you want to check out the movie, you should watch it. There is a free segmented version on YouTube, but I've got the whole movie downloaded if you want to hit me up.
Maybe I should show you my collection of movies?
Not yet... I will at a later date.
This is how old you need to be to drink.
MUSIC ZONE!!!!
Do you ever have that one song that you can't stop listening to? For me, that song is currently Jeremy by: Pearl Jam. Jeremy is a song that I hold near and dear to my heart. Mainly becaucse I relate to it. I've had friends who've taken their lives, I've contemplated suicide before as a serious option and an easy way out. As I write this, I've got the song playing on a tape I recorded a while ago. It's full of songs that I have feelings about. However, this one hits very very close to home. I've written the lyrics all over my arms before, I've typed them out on my typewriter, I've quoted the hell out of them, and it's ever-present in my mind. It is probably not healthy that I keep listening to this song over and over and over again, but I enjoy feeling sad. Does that make sense? I have feeling, it gives some semblance of emotion, and I treasure the fact that I can have that. I cry every time I hear the song. It haunts me, y'know? Feeling like you can't escape it almost. When you do look into the context of the song, it makes it worse almost. After hearing everything that's said, the line "Jeremy spoke in class today." Hits very hard. I'd bet you that at the end of this year, if I tally up every song I've listened to in this year, Jeremy would be the most replayed/rewound song. Today is a rather gloomy day. It's overcast, but a nice tempurature. I may go on a walk later even. But this tape will be coming on the walk with me. I may see if my friends will want to meet up at a park or something, but seeing as they're often busy, it probably won't occur. I'll walk to the park, sit there listening to this tape over and over for a few hours. And walk back home. That is if the intrusive thoughts lose. Who knows, some day they may win. What happens if they do? Who will care? I have good frineds who will care. More music thoughts to come!!! Stay tuned!!! Farts...
Another song that I've listened to a lot lately is another Pearl Jam song called Black. Which is similar in the fact that I listen to it a lot. I don't relate to it, but I've listened to it to a point where similar feelings come along as when I listen to Jeremy. I've linked the MTV Unplugged version because I think that's the best preformance of it, including the one on "Ten". If you read this, I reccomend that you give it a listen as well.
"It was I think yesterday where they called me to the bathroom at the cemetery, I walked in there and in the middle stall, someone didn't shit in the toilet, they shat on the toilet, they shat on the walls, they shat on the floor, and for about 10 seconds man I just stood there looking at somebody's shit man. And it became this profound moment where I'm just standing there thinking to myself 'I'm 30 years old, and in about 10 seconds, I'm gonna clean up somebody's shit man.....'"
This is the worst photo of me ever.